I am with you on not having this go on too much longer for me. I will be 71 on my next birthday. I will tough this out as I could never do to my family or friends what some of my dearly departed family and friends have done, which is take their own life. It is just too much pain to inflict on loved ones no matter how much pain I am dealing with in my own life. More than the chronic pain though is the chronic loneliness that is hard to deal with day after day.