I just turned 71 and I live alone. I have an active fantasy life. I was blessed to have several close intimate relationships over the years and my attraction to older women has turned into this solitary life; as they have lost all interest in continuing a physically intimate relationship. I am happy that two of them still are great friends and we share a life of the mind, but I miss physical touch, stimulation for myself yes, but what I really miss is a woman who wants me to be the one that is allowed to stimulate them and satisfy their needs. It is a difficult line to navigate.